Dear God, blow up my school
The JOY of hearing such a word is actually not very joyful. In fact, it brings me to tears. Better yet, it makes me BLEED through my eyes. Quite pleasant, it is.
You know what's sad?
I don't even have to be in school very long. I only have to be in school for about 15 minutes to pick up my things, but...
SCHOOL!
/add cryface
I -- I don't know if I could go on any longer.
It's not even that I'm doing bad in school. Well, I am dropping a bit, BUT, the new term will bring a new chance! That I probably won't be taking. Haha, just kidding. School is pretty easy ;)
It's just ... I spent the whole last regents week home because I was sick, and to be honest, I was bored but it felt good to just hibernate the week off. I am actually pretty proud to say that I have done NOTHING productive this week, except probably go to church.
The snow and all the cold really kills me, I've NEVER been so sick so often before.
...and yet, a little bit of me wants to go back to school. Primarily because I know it's probably better for me to sit through a bunch of classes at least learning something then sitting at home learning nothing. How I would've loved to pick the latter half. But the deep, good, kind, sweet, cute, amazing -- Let me start over.
The good boy inside of me knows I should just gooooooo to school and do well.
To be honest, I feel nervous having to even get my report card. Definitely a prayer request is to not let my grades slip, haha.
Sadly, school is going to be with me for ... quite a while.
Yippee?
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1 JOHN 4:8
whoever does not know GOD does not know love, because GOD is love.
amor vincit omnia
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